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Just some thoughts to share:
I'm starting to feel that I don't have enough time in my hands. When you've meaningful goals to achieve, you can never finish them, and you would never find enough time...there's always something that you can do for someone or helping someone....
I think the process of before and after death is really deep in meaning. However, I think that's a way to realize the way. The way we practice is ...we have to be really aware of each of our thoughts...then each action will be very clear...in that way...with higher level of realization...we're then clear whether we're in the dreams, whether the things that are happening is real or if it is just a dream. To know how our practice is..we know it when we dream at night. Most people doesn't have control in their dreams...cause they thought is real...so they wouldn't have a chance to know they are dreaming themselves. However someone who are with higher level of realization, whenver they dream...they know they're dreaming..and are able to snap out of the dream quickly. So sometimes, we've to ask ourselves, whether we are actually or really living...or are we in our dreams most of the time. Is this life really real...or is it just a dream?? Whatever we gain from this world ...with wealth, fame...are this all real...or is it but a dream? Are we able to realize "LIFE"?? What is "LIFE"?? or Are we "SLAVE" to the materialistic world? Do we know how to use this materialistic things..money? or are we actually being used and being "slaved"....but at the end...finding ourselves old and weak....or for a PRICE?? Is it worthwhile ? So what's "LIFE"? May be GREATER REALIZATION AND WISDOM WILL HELP US SEE CLEARLY HOW THE WORLD AND NATURE REALLY IS and HOW IT REALLY WORKS? IF we don't find out the truth of the universe...we'll never be able to realize the "WAY"....or shall we say never able to realize what we're here for...and just merely passing our time...instead of living it meaningfully.
I guess we've to see the value of life...when we see the true value of it...we then realize how precious it is......
I think for me in this life is to practice to be a better person..and spread love around, making everyone live with LIFE!! cause a lot of people are sad..not happy. When I say making people live with life...meaning making their livelihood LIFELY..with LIFE...with happiness...with flowers blossoming in their heart...just like the feeling when you can feel the flowers blooming in your heart
Secondly cultivate and follow buddha's and Bodhisattva's path..to practice and cultivate kindness in our heart...and accomplish our own mission and duty in this world.
In terms of whether coming back ...I don't know. I think I would love to go see AMITABHA and KUAN YIN at the end of my life time. I would like to see both of my great teachers amitabha, kuan yin, and buddha. To say thanks to them for giving me wisdom and hope in this life to have encounter such lovely dharma, to have sprinkle water in my life to make my heart blessed with peace and clarity, to see the world as it is..and to see things more clearly. To have a wisdom heart to see that many people and animals or beings are indeed suffering...and letting me grow my bodhi seed in my heart...and that I hope one day I'll become buddha too...to aid the many sufferings in the path below,and may all merits bring forth all beings to attain buddhahood. One day, the world's suffering will finally ends...when each and everyone vow to become a BUDDHA!! That's why dharma is so important ...allowing people to ignite the torch of light and life " 發菩提心"...when everyone does that...everyone is a buddha and will be buddha ^^
May good blessings come to you always, blessing your heart with warm and flowers blooming in your heart.
With great metta--(meaning for great loving kindness)
Mei Chin
