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Don't know what get into me lately?? so unlike the nice me that I want to be. When that happens...I normally like to pick up a good book and start reading. That's what I did today at work when is not busy and during my breaks. I think dharma books are the best, they just have some wonderful ways of bringing you out of your little misery. I think everyone had mood swings once in a while..and I'm sure you know what I'm refering to. Yes...I think is the frustrations that you want to let out so badly..but had kept it inside all along. Especially in this century...you find yourself either running out of time...not achieving enough...with $$$ matters ...etc.. I think if we're not satisfy with what we have, will never be happy.


For our whole entire life...we have been busy with ...basically three main things..to find $$...to eat...to sleep and to find more $$$ again...eventually when we run out of $$..we have to find more $$$...Don't we ever stop for a while?? Unless we stop realizing we can never find enough $$$, I guess this cycle will never end..untill our last breath. When you seriously think about it...is so true! That's a real fact isn't it?? How can we chase $$ with four legs...Think again! Never ending!!


I find the more attached I am to certain things...I'm in a maze again. In order to be happy...you really have to let go...learning to let go is difficult..but once you mastered it..you'll find you're better poise for happiness. Free yourself once for everything else...no strings attached to you at all...no $$$...no time constraints....just relax for once...and start enjoying the little things around you....


With metta----Mei Chin